Sadistic values

What did I do to deserve this agony? Filled with desire and ambition but no more Free from the anger but conditioned and alone Drowned in the tears of the one thing that once loved The onset of slaughter still rages on! The future is so black the thrill is gone! Lack of trust buried deep Sadistic values haunting me Haunting me! Sadistic values, haunting me! Robotic eyes are watching It's time for a new world order Reverse the rules kill the need Increasing pressure follows me Follows me! Sadistic values, haunting me!