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I open my eyes I try to see but i'm blind By the white light I can t remember how I can t remember why Were lieing here tonight And i can t stand the pain And i can t make it go away Now i can t stand the pain How could this happend to me Im made by mistakes Got nowhere to run And life goes on coz im fathed away Im sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happend to me?... Everybody's screaming I try to make it sound But no one hears me We sleeping up the edge I'm hanging y ure threaten I wanna start this over again... So i try to pull on To a time when Nothing matters And I can t explain What happend that I cant Rase some thing that ive done.... No i cant.. How could this happend to me Im made by mistakes Got nowhere to run And life goes on coz im fathed away Im sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happend to me?... I'm made by mistakes Got nowhere to run But life goes on coz im fathed away Im sick of this life I just wanna scream HOW COULD THIS HAPPEND TO ME?...