The fall within

One moment I froze in life I tried to grasp the time That moment seized to be revealed my destiny Once you were a shining star I've watched you from the fields afar The brightest of them all descend to face its fall How can I sleep? when I don't know whether I live or dream And how can I weep? when I don't know if the pain I feel is real I stand upon the fall I'm giving in on all I watch the sun's decline for one last closing time The sundown share my thoughts of you The winter moon bewail you too You still remain to me a pending mystery Voices are calling beyond the dawn where life and dream seems as one Moments and aeons pass before your eyes while you stand frozen in life Years all have passed now, since you gave in on the world of living Awaiting your strength there, upon the fall to put an end to it all...