Ways and means

Getting too busy to make amends I should try to make it right Are you ready for the shit to hit I think you say you are but aren't Doctor make it better instantly You're the only one who can I've waited here my whole damn life And I've forgotten what I wanted Maybe I can do it If I put my back into it I can leave you if I wanted But there's nowhere else that I can go Maybe I won't suffer If I find a way to love here I'd be lying to myself But there is no way out that I can see If I lied you'd know it instantly So I just had to look away All the honesty I've ever lost I can't begin to even curse I never knew the taste of blood till now It's clear I never should have known Breathing fire was never this much fun So there's a dark side in us all