Forget december

on christmas morning outside it was pouring all was hopeless in this home and no one speaking no one creeping to see if she was on the phone and u were quiet this routine riot is all but practical to me and if we see it why can't we be it? can we let eachother be? forget december it won't be better than i remember it before and this month only would be so lonely and not so homely anymore new years eve came but nothing had changed all the problems just got worse we sat in silence the routine science could heal the sickness we reherse and if im talking my words are mocking the deaf ears they have fallen on these words are tainted with years of jaded in a sense thats all but gone forget december it won't be better than i remember it before and this month only would be so lonely and not so homely anymore.. anymore... anymore... anymore... forget december it won't be better than i remember it before and this month only would be so lonely and not so homely anymore forget december it won't be better than i remember it before a silent night won't feel quite right its not so silent anymore.. anymore... anymore... anymore... on christmas morning outside it was pouring all was hopeless in this home