Secret song

Well I know the words, but I can't really speak them to you.. And I hide all the pain, that I've gained with my wisdom from you... And I'm eaten alive,by what I hold inside All the things that I live with,i can't easilly hide And I'm left here with nothing,nothing to live for but you... It's not easy to hide All this damage inside I'll care it with me Until I'm not alive... When u look at my face,does it seem just as ugly to you... And I can't seem to erase,all the scars that I have lived with from you... I'm so sick of this place,and this taste in my mouth 'Cause of u I can figure,what I'm all about And I'm left with nothing,nothing to live for but you... It's not easy to hide All this damage inside I'll care it with me Til' I'm not alive...