Blue study

somewhere between my tongue and cheek i can feel the hands on me pulls me in so we are face to face i don't wanna see it...i don't wanna see hold my head up, can't avert my eyes spots and rats on me, i don't wanna see claw the ground up, get me out of this never wanted this - never needed this! and you left me / and i left you and you left me / and i left you, too chair is stained and i can't stay awake bring forth evidence to keep me sane i can't keep this riddle locked inside seven ways to keep my secrets tied can't believe this, i belong in chains separated, it was me and something else now i'm numbing, get me out of this never wanted this - never needed this! and you left me / and i left you and you left me / oh, but then i left you and: and you left me / and i left you and you left me / and i left you, too