Meaning of love

Deceit and lies, is all I've taken Let me surface to breath No sacrifice, no inspiration Can you understand me? Why should I ask you, Why should I worry? You never worry about me Why should I ned you, Why don't I let you go? And let my heartaches run free I thought I knew the meaning of life Now I'm asking you why I thought I knew the meaning of life now open wide What's on my mind, so many questions Though the answers I can guess You slip away shelter from confrontation Look my life is such a mess I thought I knew the meaning of life Now I'm asking you why I thought I knew the meaning of life now open wide