Day by day

looks like I've fucked up again what's new I am always getting out of hand though in control sometimes just don't give a shit I get raw have fun I love it so sick of sayin' sorry those apologies have got to go but I don't intend to create a pain in your heart I am a pain in the ass cause that's what I am about day by day I can see a change in every way some things get worse some things get better I hate to say those blatant lies are now a part of my past I hope I don't get confronted abusing others' minds through control I don't want it to last so here I go I am on my way I am leaving for good I pray that you forgive me for all of the harm that I caused cause we were friends and we had some great times and that's why I am just fine cause that's the way it is I hate to say but I've declined all your ways