Sumtimes

What I excel in best Is my excessiveness Of deprecation I hate myself sometimes How can I be down when all that I want is in my reach What's wrong with me? Fuck it Sumtimes I can feel so touch and go Sumtimes I feel my self esteem is low Sumtimes...at least I know sumtimes I'm beautiful Beautiful And if I wasn?t me I?d still just laugh at me And point the finger And blame myself as well I will not succumb to any of my peers I?m in control and I'm losing it Fuck it Sumtimes I can feel so touch and go Sumtimes as my self esteem is low Sumtimes?well at least I know sumtimes I?m beautiful Beautiful Sumtimes as my feelings coincide Sumtimes while I struggle to survive Sumtimes?well at least I know sumtimes I?ll be alright Be alright [x4]