Behind Barz

How the fuck I’m tryna grope the world And I don’t even know myself I remember back then they told me go to hell Mamma spoke the truth and told me I would go to jail Two fingers up screaming out fuck the prison Cah my older brothers never taught me nothing different No faith I realised there was something missing It’s like looking through the lens of a double vision I’m with God I’m just tryna find my brain Ahk Lost I’m just tryna find my way back Different visions I done got rid of my Ray Bans To the donnies doin business that don’t shake hands White peng 8 grand 9 10 straight dank I can’t be thinking like no waste man So I woke up this morning and I gave thanks But that’s sutten that I’m not impressed with When I was young I was heedless and not interested And mummy can’t believe that he’s got a sentence Cah she tried to talk to him before he got arrested Its like looking in the mirror how I vain her Ask my brudda bout the man who tried to hail her They don’t know about my life and how my brain hurts Like my sister when she lied and said it ain’t her That’s my fam and I love her and I rate her So Allah give her a chance before you take her Cah when it’s all said and done and you wake her We be risen from this prison grey dirt So my face turns to my maker Cah we hate germs I’m just tryna put my faith first They put in dedication just to chase girls Now their puttin education just to make sales Little Alicia, Alicia didn’t know right See Alicia she done went out of her own mind Title child abuse on trial She ain’t spoke to her parents in a long while Type of girl shoulda figured had a stray temper Type of girl she was wigging out in play centre But due to the fucked up surroundings She don’t know how to feel when she’s around him And see her insides is pouring out Shoulda guessed that you figured out the story now She bottled it with no one to call around And see her dad tried to draw her down Sutten that you shoulda never caused He got nicked and he went into court He don’t care he don’t show no remorse That’s the end of your life you can call it divorce