Alone in december

you always amazed me but that's the past you always amazed me but that's the past i kept silent and it rained for days my insides were drenched but i guess that's the part of growing up i never wanted to learn ( wanted to learn) and i grew into the man that you never knew but i wouldn't be this way if it wasn't for you 100 thank you's if this is love fairy tales never came true judies are black and in full bloom and i died in the womb take it back, all that's gone it's all still there like you left it december stayed the same nothing ever changed but you(nothing ever changed but you) every dream covered in dents love can't fly tonight couples will rest, i'll be sleepless so cry yourself to sleep this isnt about broken hearts this is about me bending again for nothing (nothing) id run to you but pain awaits im coming home but ill be late no deeper than imagination can be sight with nothing to see whats faith if i cant belive its everything a cure but i make it a disease God take me because i hate me