Big apple heartbreak

This can't be home anymore if you think i have not been missing the way she breathes you are mistaken my friend I've falling down So put your mouth on my bloody knees One night with me and I've broken your trust I hate to be the bond you know is gonna bust Hurting lungs from breathing sighs of disgust This can't be home anymore Now cold concrete blank walls are Staring into your lonely eyes I duck behind them and hope that you won't cry And ask for answers to why I made you cry I never wanted us to fade out Resting on a love that fell apart Where are you, I need you You still have my heart Open up my heart