Tulips are better another version

My heart is torn beating from my chest Let me be captivated By your beauty Then let me fall from your grace Unto my broken knees Close My eyes so tightly The tears are welling up You aren't worth the waste Of the salt or the water Fuck all your false beauty It was transparent just like your smile -liar Your thorns caress my flesh Crimson Drops on a snowy field -liar I have watched you retrogress I have seen what you've become-liar Take your eyes off of me Its funny how fast blue eyes fade gray -liar Let me be captivated By your beauty Then let me fall from your grace Unto my broken knees Close My eyes so tightly The tears are welling up You aren't worth the waste Of the salt or the water And you are deceit Watching the sun play in your hair I couldn't really care, care any less about you Just wither away real beauty is forever