My friends suck

I feel estranged from all my friends. I feel a disconnection, I guess I don't need them. When they're around, they'll criticize... About my happiness, it makes me hurt inside. Overcoming all my fears. Constantly criticized by all my peers.. I don't want you around me anymore. Find someone else to be your friend leave me alone. Leave me alone. When I'm by myself, I feel so free. No one to push me down and make me brush my teeth. When they're around, they'll criticize. My friends don't understand that they're hurting me inside.